Question: I found your blog post about Pornography, so I’m thinking you might answer this question. I’m confused about masturbation. In health class we learned that it is a healthy release of sexual energy. But in church youth meetings I’m told that it is a sin and we should pray for the strength not to do it. So I ask for forgiveness for masturbating and pray for strength to resist the urge, but then I do it again. Do you think it is a sin?
Caution: explicit images are used in this article to illustrate the topic. My purpose is not to shock or provoke but to assure boys and even some men that masturbation is not something they need to be ashamed of. All models in the images are assumed to be 18-years old or older.
Frank answers: I deal with any questions that are of interest to me and to others and for which I feel qualified to give an answer based on my knowledge or experience. Questions sent to me via the blog platform are anonymous, so I don’t know anything about you other than what you write. I’m assuming that you are a student (high school?) and probably male. You go to church and you’ve tried praying. So I assume that a relationship with God is important to you. I think you ask a question every religious adolescent wants the answer to, but is usually too embarrassed to ask. So thank you very much for your question.
You are not alone in asking this kind of question. Here’s a topic for discussion proposed by a 14-year old boy that I found on an internet discussion site that shows you are not alone in your concern.
I find it hard to pray after masturbation…I am not sure if you are having a similar problem….I really want to be praying to God but its hard knowing that I masturbate… It’s even harder knowing that I will do it again after praying so it does not help my spirit. I need to know how you deal with this situation and if possible to prove that masturbation is not a sin.”
So…for you and all the other guys out there who want to pray but can’t stop masturbating, I’ll try my best to answer this question—as a pastor and theologian. In doing so, I’m going to go out on a limb—not so much in answering whether masturbation is a sin (although I might be going out on a limb on that too!) as in giving you a different way to pray.
Let’s begin with the fact that most boys discover the pleasure of masturbating at a young age. Small children play with their genitals because it is pleasurable. As puberty sets in the penis gets longer, the testicles drop, and fluids leak out. For some boys the first experience of ejaculation of semen comes as wet dreams. For others they discover that rubbing the penis enlarges it (because more blood flows into it) and this may result in orgasm and ejaculation of sperm (cum)
Some boys learn about “jerking off” from their friends. An older friend might teach a younger friend about masturbating by showing him how to do it. Boys might even want to touch another boy’s penis to see how it compares with touching their own. They may even want to try masturbating each other (mutual masturbation). This kind of sexual exploration does not imply that you are gay. Older boys or young men have “initiated” younger boys into sex in all societies from time immemorial.
I realize that women also masturbate, although I have no experience of it. So this is written from a male perspective. However, my comments about fantasizing while masturbating and the prayer suggestion at the end of article post could apply to a girl as well as a boy.
I’m also assuming that the questioner is a youth, so I am addressing youth here, not older adults who masturbate. (Older adults who find this blog article might recommend it to youth.)
Lack of Knowledge
Let me also assure you that I had the same problem myself when I was an adolescent. If you learned in health class that masturbation is a healthy sexual release, that’s more and better information than I received back in the 1950s. We had no sex education or even a health class in high school. Even the medical books back then had information that has now been thoroughly discredited. They said that masturbation could produce nearsightedness, pimples, and obsessive-compulsive behavior, among other things. (I know because I looked up “masturbation” in a medical book my mother had.) There had been a war against masturbation passed off as science during the late 19th/early 20th century and not until 1972 did the American Medical Association declare that “Masturbation is a normal part of adolescent sexual development and requires no medical management.” It still took time for this pronouncement to register in our society and for people to change their attitudes.
The problem is that mixed messages can still be sent, causing confusion and uncertainty. I didn’t hear anything about masturbation in my Church when I was a youth, but an encyclopedia I looked at in the public library told me that the Catholic Church considered masturbation a sin because it is “objectively disordered sex.” The Church has taught that sex is for procreation, not self-gratification. In fact, masturbation was called “self-abuse.” I wasn’t a Catholic, but I thought this probably also applied to me. So I felt doomed in this world and the next but kept all this terror to myself. (We don’t like to discuss sex with our parents, do we?)
Like other young adolescents, maybe you made a solemn vow not to do it any more. But you do it anyway. Biology works against your resolve. Maybe you wake up with a woodie (stiff penis). The cause of nocturnal and morning erections is still being studied, but it happens to all males who don’t have erectile dysfunction and is actually healthy for the penis. (Science thinks it’s related to the last part of the sleep cycle known as Rapid Eye Movement [REM} which occurs as blood begins circulating more strongly, including into the genitals, and the brain responds by dreaming, including producing erotic dreams. This can occur during the night as well as when waking up.)
You wake up with a hard on and begin to stroke your engorged member. It feels good, so you start wanking more vigorously and soon you are shooting a geyser of the hot sticky stuff all over yourself.
Now you think that you are guilty of two sins. You broke your vow to God to stop masturbating and you also masturbated. If you are a Catholic youth, do you confess this sin to your priest? I wonder how the confessor handles your confession.
The Practice of Confession
We didn’t practice individual confession in my church when I was growing up as a young Lutheran, although Martin Luther had provided a form for it in his Small Catechism that we had to memorize. Later on when I was a pastor I made private confession available, especially during Holy Week and at youth retreats. I had some boys who came to confession. Some confessed that they masturbated and they were obviously troubled by it. Confession isn’t the time to get into discussions that challenge the confession, so I pronounced God’s forgiveness and told them they could come and talk with me about it. Then I gave them a hug and told them that God loves them. (Lutherans don’t have confession in a booth but in an open space near the altar.)
Is Masturbation a Sin?
If we want to determine whether something is a sin we have to look in the Bible. A lot of people assume things are in the Bible that aren’t. If you look up the word “masturbation” in a Bible concordance (that’s an index of words used in the Bible that tells you which verses use that word) you won’t find any references because the Bible never mentions it. Not even once. The Bible has a lot to say about sex, but it never mentions masturbation.
So why has it been taught that masturbation is a sin? Because in the Bible semen was considered a life source (along with blood) and therefore one had to be careful about spilling it. Semen is called “seed.” Spilling one’s seed was considered a violation of semen’s purpose, which is making babies when joined to a woman’s egg. But the one reference to spilling one’s seed is the story of Onan in Genesis 38. He was supposed to provide children for his dead brother by inseminating his dead brother’s wife Tamar. That was the rule. It was called Levirate marriage. The purpose was to continue his dead brother’s lineage by producing blood offspring for him. But Onan spilled his seed rather than inseminating his sister-in-law. Perhaps he didn’t want his brother’s offspring dipping into the family inheritance. For this he was stoned to death. But this story can hardly be a blanket condemnation of masturbation. Nevertheless, religious thinkers have concluded from this story that semen should not be discharged except for purposes of procreation within marriage and have also weighed in against self-pleasuring. Sometimes masturbation has been called “Onanism.”
The problem with this is that biology works against this view. The body produces a lot of semen and sometimes needs release. In fact, seed gets spilled in nocturnal ejaculations (the wet dreams that boys have as they attain puberty). If you don’t discharge your semen through ejaculation, it will discharge involuntarily during your sleep (usually accompanied by an erotic dream).
You may continue to have wet dreams even after you start masturbating because your hormones are kicking in during puberty and that is producing a lot of semen. As new semen fills the tank, as it were, the old, undischarged semen must either be absorbed by the body or emitted through the penis as an ejaculation. You could be laying on your stomach and in your sleep your penis has one of its regular erections during sleep and as it enlarges and rubs against the mattress or blankets or your pajamas it’s getting aroused and just erupts, leaking or squirting out that cum. It could awaken you, but more likely you won’t notice it until morning. If you masturbate and ejaculate before going to sleep that will probably take care of the “problem” of a wet dream, as well as relax you for slumber.
In the Old Testament the spilling of semen, along with the hemorrhaging of blood during the menstrual cycles of girls, made one ritually impure (Leviticus 15). But this was not sin in the moral sense. In Leviticus there are moral sins and ritual sins. Sins like discharging semen or menstrual blood made one ritually unclean, and until one was cleansed one couldn’t go into the tabernacle or temple to offer the appointed sacrifices. The way to deal with this ritual impurity was to take a bath — to clean oneself up — and to clean the stained bedding, with appropriate prayers.
But the Church early on decided that the ritual law was not applicable to Christians because many of the rituals related to the sacrificial cult and the sacrifices were fulfilled in Christ’s once-for-all atoning sacrifice on the cross. While Christians believed that the moral law based on the Ten Commandments was still applicable to Christians, the ritual law was no longer applicable. That included the purity laws, like dealing with spilled menstrual blood and semen.
So for Christians masturbation is not a sin in the ritual or religious sense—although it’s still a good idea to clean yourself up after an ejaculation, isn’t it? A shower can also be spiritually refreshing. You might remember that in Baptism God claimed you as his own child. God’s promises are reliable. You are God’s child and a brother of Christ just as you are your parents’ child, and nothing can alter that fact.
Fantasy and Lust
Is there anything that might make masturbating a sinful act in the moral sense? Well, Jesus said about the commandment forbidding adultery, “You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall not commit adultery.’ But I say to you that everyone who looks at a woman with lust has already committed adultery with her in his heart” (Matthew 5:27-28 NRSV). Lust is not what God had in mind when he created man and woman. It demeans the person we are lusting after even if it is only in our minds. Lust comes from the heart, from our inner desires, and it can consume us if we desire to own or possess another person sexuality for the purpose of gratifying our own desires. The problem is that we often masturbate because our minds are fantasizing about sex with some girl (or some boy). Or we begin to fantasize as we masturbate. So the real sin is not the masturbating, but the lust that goes with it—the desire to use someone sexually for our own gratification.
Scenes from the Philippine film Antonio’s Secret. Antonio is fantasizing about his young uncle with whom he shares a bed and begins to masturbate while holding his uncle’s briefs on his face. The film ends tragically.
But is all sexual fantasizing only lustful desire for a particular person? In my experience, I would say that it isn’t. In fact, just about everything in our minds about the past and the future is fantasy; only the present is reality. Fantasies about the past and the future, as well as the fantasies of our wild dreams and imaginations, can fuel our sexual desires and activities.
But what if no lustful fantasies about another actual person are included in masturbation? Is the act then sinful? While masturbation without having lustful fantasies is hard to imagine, there’s nothing in Scripture by which we can say that it is sinful in and of itself. In fact, if it is done merely as a hedge against the temptation to have sex with someone you shouldn’t be having sex with, and because the body requires sexual release, it could even be considered a healthy alternative to sexual intercourse.
So when it comes to sex our bodies do not cause us much trouble. It’s our minds that get messed up, and unfortunately religion and culture have often contributed to this. Because of religious and cultural views, often passed on in families, kids grow up ashamed of their bodies and what they do with them. For example, parents might say to their young children, “Stop playing with yourself,” without providing any sex education or making distinctions between what one does in private and what one does in public. So the child grows up thinking that fondling one’s genitals is bad behavior. Because they continue to do it, this can induce a sense of shame that can linger for a lifetime even if intellectually you come to know better.
Intellectually you know that orgasm is a biological way of giving your body sexual release. From a sexual health point of view, masturbation is one of the safest sexual behaviors. As an adolescent your hormones are raging, you need release, so you stroke yourself, ejaculate, and get relief.
Control of the Body
In and of itself, I don’t think masturbation is a sin, although the Catholic Church thinks otherwise (based more on natural law than on the Bible). I do think there’s something to be said for practicing self-control in all areas of life, including sex. It’s a good spiritual discipline to control one’s body through diet and exercise and sexual abstinence. You know that ejaculation results in loss of energy. You can feel your body relax after ejaculation. So wanking in the morning before you go to school—or, if you’re an athlete, before a big game—might not be the best time to do it because ejaculation relaxes the body and lowers blood pressure. You can master sexual self-control, even of masturbation.
The boy in the above image is intent on getting the energy out of his body. After he ejaculates he will feel depleted. But instead of jacking off whenever the urge strikes, hold off until a time when you can take your time and prolong the experience. You can get naked and self-pleasure by rubbing your body all over and not just your penis. You might try getting into other positions than just laying on the bed or sitting in a chair. You can slowly built up to a really big organism, hold back when it seems like you’re ready to cum, and then finally ejaculate in a way that causes your body to tremble all over. By self-pleasuring you are putting energy into your body rather than just depleting it. (If you were having sex with someone the two of you would be giving and receiving energy from each other.) By focusing on self-pleasure you’re also into the present rather than the past or future. In other words, fantasizing is replaced by the sensations of our present.
At the moment of organism you actually experience a mystical bliss in which you are totally present to your bodily sensation. This suggests that religion and sex, prayer and masturbation are not mutually exclusive. In prayer you are totally present to God. In orgasm you are totally present to your body.
A Different Way of Praying
You probably won’t stop masturbating and you shouldn’t put God to the test by asking for God’s help to control a natural biological urge that you will likely give in to anyway. So I suggest a different way of praying. (You brought up the subject of prayer). Instead of feeling “dirty” or sinful because you have masturbated in the sight of God, let your release be an occasion for praise, prayer, and meditation. If it’s a powerful release you may be saying “Oh, God!” anyway. Now let’s mean it.
In the process of masturbating you don’t want to only feed your lustful fantasies; you should also feed your holiness as a child of God. So in the moment of ecstasy as you achieve orgasm, praise God for the vitality of your body. As your body subsides after ejaculation, don’t feel guilty for what you have done; feel grateful for the wonderful but mysterious gift of your sexuality.
But you may also need to cleanse your mind of lustful fantasies that entered it while masturbating. I suggest a prayer that uses your body—an embodied prayer. Stand up next to your bed just as you are—naked, just as Adam and Eve stood naked and unashamed before God before their disobedient act of eating the fruit of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil that they were told not to eat. (It gave them knowledge they weren’t prepared to handle). So here’s the prayer form. It makes use of the Psalms which Christians have prayed since the time of Jesus. The psalms are wonderful because they deal with many human situations and attitudes.
An Embodied Prayer Form
Extend your arms upward with your chest open (your heart turned to God) and offer praise to the God who knows you as you are because he has created you and redeems you through his Son Jesus Christ. Begin with Psalm 103:1, “Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me bless his holy name.” Bless God with all the vitality of life within you.
Then, still standing with arms extended outward, palms facing up, from Psalm 136:1 say, “Give thanks to the Lord for he is good; for his mercy endures forever.” Thank God for your life, your body, your health, your family and friends, the wonders of God’s creation.
If you had lustful fantasies while masturbating, or if your fantasies were lurid enough to be disturbing, kneel down and pray this verse from Psalm 51:10, “Create in me a clean heart, O God, and put a new and right spirit within me.”
Then, kneeling, pray for whatever is on your heart and conclude with the Lord’s Prayer (Our Father).
Let me anticipate some questions you might have about this form of prayer. “Why would I do this?” you might ask. Because you’ve used your body for your pleasure; now use it also for God’s glory. St. Paul said, “Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, which you have from God, and that you are not your own? You were bought with a price: therefore glorify God in your body” (1 Corinthians 6:19-20 NRSV). This verse says that how you use your body, which is a divine sanctuary, is of interest to the God who resides in it. The most holy way to use your body is in prayer and worship.
Why have such a formal prayer? Because our relationship with God is not casual; formality is required in St. Paul’s image of the slave serving the master (“you are not your own; you were bought with a price”).
But why pray naked? Because in our culture nudity has come to be associated primarily with sex. You are probably often fully or partially naked when masturbating. There is no shame in nakedness. In fact, it’s clothing that signifies shame. Adam and Eve covered themselves with fig leaves because they were ashamed. Then, after they were expelled from the paradise garden, God made clothing of animal skins for them.
Without clothes we feel vulnerable because we cannot hide from God, like Adam and Eve tried to do when they disobeyed him. Without the protection of clothing we cannot cover our doubts or our fears or our shame. But without covering we also stand more open to God even with our doubts and fears and shame exposed. Try praying naked and let this be a positive opportunity for spiritual growth. Praying naked reminds us that no creature is hidden from God. “…all are naked and laid bare to the eyes of the one to whom we must render an account” (Hebrews 4:12-16; NRSV).
You may not offer this prayer every time you masturbate and ejaculate. But I think doing it at least a few times will give you a more satisfying experience of release and a less guilt-ridden relationship with the God who has created you with all your sexuality, shows his love for you in forgiving you when you have really messed up, and keeps you in his grace all the days of your life.
Pastor Frank Senn